I may not know where I am but will always know where my God is... he is right here. The numbness is too much sometimes.. he is there through it all.. never going to leave me or give up on me. I look back at the last two years and wonder how somethings happen and how I got through them.. I must say it was my God that got me through.
We are not going to get through this life without scares or pain. Life really hurts sometimes! I will not let anyone take my joy! I choose to stand up again... not letting my past dictate my future, Amen!! No answers.. right determination. As time passes... feelings change, faces move, beauty transforms and everything rearranges your reality never stays the same.
Learning again and again.. that I am really not in control of a whole lot. The faster I can let go and let God change my perspective or reality the more enjoyable life is. So here I am God.. one step at a time. Learning, Growing.. scares and scratches... broken and battered but never freer. He is working.. not done with me let.. Amen!!
So not giving up... walking because I know who my God is.. he isn't giving up on me! I know how he see's me!
